Please help me: I'm so lonely and depressed?

I'm sorry to hear this. I can relate to this, but what I believe in order to be loved you must risk getting hurt. Also for being teased and abused it's really hard to get over something that harsh in your life, but you must understand is that those people are stupid *ss fkers who really didn't know better and are b*tches for treating you that way. It's hard but you need to help yourself and grow more self confidence in order to get over that and grow stronger learning that it's nothing really it shouldn't hurt cause it doesn't matter what they think since they aren't important in your life. I'm really scared to get rejected and I never experienced love from family or just love from others, but for those who are worth it and you feel like you can go for it even a little try since you will always be in the same place living the same boring life growing older waiting to die if you don't. Also shower and dress cause I'm OCD about being clean I take like a shower at least once a day it will make you feel better too. You feel refreshed and dressing wear comfortable clothes that are breathable not heavy pjs or something. You're not crazy you're just really upset and lost motivation and who cares if you're crazy sometimes it's fun to be crazy then typical normal average people. And you must have self control over your emotions in order not to hurt people who don't deserve to be lashed at. And the reason people feel rejected is cause people are really selfish and are half hearted not all but it feels like everyone we meet. I really hope you find someone or people that will be there for you so you won't have to feel like this again. Feel free to email me if you need someone cause I know how it feels not entirely but it hurts a lot I know for sure. Btw stop thinking and do actions more than thinking cause over thinking makes things worst from experience it emotionally frustrates oneself cause you're not going anywhere and most likely you're having negative thoughts coming to the mind making you more depressed. Age doesn't matter inside matters I mean being 20 means you're gonna live longer mostly likely but take some time dont take too much time and don't pity yourself. Life doesn't always promise happiness all the time or else what worth life will have.You must take risks and work hard in order to obtain that happiness you want. Good luck and I really hope for you to be happy and have someone or people in your life to help you not feel lonely since everyone has compassion they just don't use it or hide it sometimes...You can do it just find that reason to move emotionally and physically onwards.